Wednesday, November 4, 2009

4:26PM - Sorry its a long one

My number 1 goal at the moment is to get out of San Diego. Unfortunately, this will probabally take 6 months to a year. I have been trying to use "The Secret" to obtain that goal financially but I feel very selfish everytime I focus on material items. Praying for money when you don't really need it always sounded so juvenille to me. However, I really want to be driving in my car to a new city of my choice with no financial obligations so I will be selfish for the time being. Car payments aren't helping. I really wished I lived in a city where cars were unnecessary.

Enough whining. I had a lovely time at Sushi Deli with some co-workers today and have picked up my sampler again thanks to a new-old friend's direction. He is very experienced and very self-absorbed. But who isn't?

Im thinking about moving to Oregon but not necessarally Portland. I love Oregon but I like the idea of living in a small town where everyone knows everyone and people make pies for each other and the only time that there is a conflict is at town meetings. If its anything like that I will be very happy.

I used to think I wanted to live in a more busy city like New York but that sounds terrible now. At one point in my life, or maybe several points, I would like to live in a cabin in the woods for a couple of months with no technology just to connect to life and earth again. Walden style.

I have become more cynical with age. I used to try to fight it but now I have just accepted it.

Monday, September 14, 2009

2:19PM - Bible

Today my hands our in your hands; Tomorrow they could be in anyones. We were glued to thrones in our living rooms like kings and queens of sloth. The rage was brewing. Happiness was playing hide and go seek with your spirit. She still hasn't found her under the basement with the broken toys and dead rodents. Mini breakdowns on top of kitchen sinks decorate this surburban tragedy. The population lay still in it's crib surrounded by the wallstreet wallpaper, under the doomsday mobile. "Have you checked the baby monitor my love?" In the office they burned their clothes but they were just given uniforms. In the prisons they prayed red handed and naked. "I'm thinking we should tailgate the apocolypse. After all I could really use a good buzz." Each of them created in silence a better version of themselves. They called them redemption dolls and only a few moved on their own. The chant was in unison but a few kept quiet with delayed cynacism. Yes they wore white robes but covered in paint as if to hide the supposed innocence in a child like way, similar to a child bashfully lying to his parents about the broken vase. Good and Evil played chess on eternities sunrise but they always ended in stalemate until one of them learned how to cheat.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

1:04AM

The truth is its killing me.

2009 has had some pretty extreme lows for me.

Monday, August 24, 2009

4:29PM

I didnt need fairy tales until I met him
but gargoyles are just statues until you start believing in them
I slept on the rocks of his doubt and awoke on the feathers of his passion
Horror movies came naturally as we chased our insecurites with a bottle of fame and mailed ourselves back to modesty

"Do you remember the year we were planes?"
"Planes always land or crash." He whispered.
"Yes but we were airbourne that year. We were unstoppable and contolled at the same time."

That year the glue never stuck and second chances grew on trees next to the apples the snakes would never touch. The tigers roamed freely but never attacked until the magicians showed up. There were walls but always a door in the middle of them and we each had three hands.

I didn't need fairy tales until I met him
but lately I've been studying them.

Once upon a time two princes lived like planes, unstoppable and controlled at the same time. As I peek at the back of the fable to see the happy ending I get three words instead

See Page One.

3:45PM

Had a great time with my buddy Mike at Ob the other night. Met a lot of interesting people. However, I did not enjoy my friend Kim biting me in the cheek. She was very drunk and threw up in my other friends car later on in the evening. This one girl I met reminded me of artemis from its always sunny in philadelphia and penelope from snl combined.

Friday, August 21, 2009

4:10PM

So last night I was supposed to meet up with a friend at a show in North Park but I couldnt get in. So instead of going straight home I wondered around university where I discovered an urban slam poetry jam taking place. I was so ecstatic because I have been wanting to see and possibly in the future participate in one. It was just like I had imagined intense emotional and gripping. I was too intimidated to perform but maybe next time. It was such a great surprise.

I have been going through a lot of boyfriend and friend drama. Don't feel sorry for me though because most of it is my fault.


There are some big changes occuring in my life and Im anxious and grateful for them.

Monday, August 17, 2009

2:59PM

Dear Livejounal,

I apologize for ditching you for facebook. You are my first and only true love and I will never leave you again. Facebook was just a fling but you my love are the real deal. Here's to 8 years baby!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

1:17AM

What a fun day. First I had a great time bonding with the fam. Then I had an exhilarating yet enduring walk from north park to hillcrest and back to north park. Finally I capped the night off with a lovely evening at Tiny's for Steph's going away shindig. It was very surreal running into old friends and I had a great time catching up. Now if only this insomnia would leave me be.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

5:21AM

Here we go again.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

5:35PM

San Francisco was great. Lots of nudity, public drinking and fascinating people. It was pride weekend

Im loving this trivia game night at bourbon st they give you free drinks and popcorn!!! Plus you feel smart for knowing completly useless information and the host is very charasmatic. I love it.

Friday, June 19, 2009

3:28PM - quick update

bought a car
saw eve 6 at the fair
got violated(almost sexually) from a friend's neighbor

Next weekend I will be taking a road trip to San Francisco.

Monday, June 1, 2009

6:06PM

I had a crazy night with Mary and her friend Daniel about a week ago. Perez Hilton was unfortunately involved.

Monday, May 4, 2009

1:35PM

I had an interesting day at the zoo with my Aunt

Thursday, April 30, 2009

12:31PM

This has been one annoying week. First, I lost a significant amount of money at the casino. Then I was in a car accident. Im fine but my car is too dangerous to drive now. Also my phone isnt working and I got in trouble at work for a harmless joke. So annoying.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

7:37PM

My boyfriend is seeing Britney Spears tonight and I am insanely jealous.

These financial sacrifices better pay off with a condo by the end of the year.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

8:14PM

Its been an interesting couple of weeks. I had an intense experience yesterday at the chevys parking lot in which my aunt had to pick me up. I will leave it that. Tuesday was pretty fun at solana beach with mary. "Im petting a seal" was the inside joke of the day.

I also had a really good time at a house party on Saturday. It was only like 10 or 12 people and they were all people that i went to high school with but never really talked to. It was like a high school reunion with strangers. Anyways i laughed all night at stupid shit. Some good moments/quotes(which are really only for me) included

-Jennifer Hudson and Erika
-Crab hands
-You just got jarydidid
-everyone yelling
-Jeff Sartain
-Krispy Kreme
-Bagel quesadilla
-christian songs
-people playing beer pong weird
-The mess at the bank

I have become addicted to online chess and reading celebrity twitters

Thursday, April 2, 2009

12:59PM

Im a lazy slob.

The end

Sunday, March 8, 2009

1:52PM

A lot is going on with me on march 10th. I will be
-visiting Los Angeles
-attending a cut copy show
-touring UCLA
-purchasing the new yeah yeah yeahs album and the films milk,rachel getting married and happy-go-lucky.

I really need to start saving more money/finding a second job if I a going to buy a condo this year.


I'm probably going to be attending the better version of coachella, aka the sasquatch festival, in may this year. This definitely doesn't help my condo purchasing plans but the lineup is so good that it is practically irresistible. Plus there is stand-up. The following will be there

tv on the radio
fleet foxes
nine inch nails
m83
black moth super rainbow
yeah yeah yeahs
passion pit
animal collective
demetri martin
crystal castles
zach galifianakis
of montreal
santogold
erykah badu
nick thune

Sunday, March 1, 2009

3:59PM

You know what is awesome? Seeing Kristen wiig on flight of the conchords.

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

5:17PM

I had a very unconventional nightmare last night. I dreamed I was glued to the ground at a zoo and someone was letting all the animals out to attack me. I was so scared I woke up shaking. Then, for reasons beyond me, Paranormal Activity popped into my mind, which only prolonged my attempt of falling back to sleep. It was a long night.

I accidently pressed the button to login and livejournal prompted me with this message, "You are already logged in. Go have fun." Livejournal has always been the most caring and intimate social network to me.

If social networks were people in my life, Livejournal would be that old childhood friend that knew everything about me even though we don't see each other as much anymore, Facebook would be the responsible, grounded and mature friend that may not be the most fun but would always encourage me to persue my career and education, Myspace would be that one wild and trashy friend that is totally scatterbrained and bizzare but a blast to go drinking with every once in awhile, and Twitter would be that one aquaintance that goes on and on about celebrities, the hills, dieting and other superficial things.

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