urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta i once had how's about a sarsaparilla? 2009-12-26T01:55:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:187658 2009-12-26T01:55:43Z 2009-12-26T01:55:43Z General memories(good and bad):<br /><br />1. The 94.9 holiday show with Jeanette<br />2. Balboa Park with Erika and friends<br />3. The night I didnt meet Perez Hilton<br />4. Record shopping with Jason Schwartzman<br />5. Shiny Toy Guns at Pride<br />6. San Francisco solo road trip/meeting up with Steph and Allen<br />7. The night of Crab hands<br />8. The punk party<br />9. San Francisco Pride<br />10.The tree house party and the Andy Warhol debate<br />11.SLAM POETRY<br />12.Soju<br />13.The worst trip to Disneyland<br />14.The beer pong nights<br />15.Midnight bowling with David and Ariel<br />16.The worst "birthday"<br />17.A great "birthday party" at U31<br />18.The zoo with my Aunt<br />19.The real world Brooklyn/The Ruins <br />20.Melisa's hotel party<br />21.New Car<br />22.Seeing Eve 6 at the fair<br />23.getting scammed at the fair<br />24.THE METEOR SHOWER<br />25.trivia night at bourbon street<br />26.losing a best friend by making a very stupid mistake<br />27.Gaining a new best friend<br />28.My walks<br />29.Seeing people I havent seen in years at Steph's going away shindig<br />30.OB With Mike and his neighbors<br />31.Seeing Bon Iver at a graveyard in LA at Sunrise<br />32.That one month<br />33.Almost getting myself fired<br />34.Slamming my finger in my car door<br />35.Fun times at Sushi Deli<br />36.THE LION KING<br />37.Passion Pit in Pomona<br />38.Getting lost in Santa Cruz and Monterey<br />39.Carime's 21st at Disneyland<br />40.watching a friend go through some tough times(very sad)<br />41.The freedom and frustration of not owning a phone<br />42.Sushi with co-workers<br />43.Rocking out to The National with Sebastian in LA<br />44.Getting autographs from Julian plenti and the band members of girls.<br />45.Making fun of LA and Dior with Sebastian<br />46.Being Drunk and annoying at the Kurt Vile show<br />47.Freaking out at Erika and Celestes place<br />48.Daniels 21st in OB<br />49.The most memorable and unplanned 4th of July in more bad ways then good.<br />50.Dancing to Los Hollywood at The Office<br />51.The Christmas parties<br />52."Angela Lansbury is dead?!"<br />53.Watching Avatar in 3d<br />54.Dirty Projectors<br />55.Watching Paranormal Activity<br />56.Seeing Jeanette in random places<br />57.Being introduced to It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia<br />58.Hanging out with Carime and friends<br />59.Going back to church<br />60.Getting into my sampler again<br />61.Seeing M83 with my Aunt<br />62.Chilling with my brother <br />63.The Flaming Lips show with my dad and John<br />64."Cher is dead?!"<br />65.Movie nights with Daniel<br /><br />Best Albums(in order):<br />1.Animal Collective-Merriweather Post Pavilion<br />2.Dirty Projectors-Bitte Orca<br />3.The XX-self titled<br />4.Phoenix-Wolgang Amadeus Phoenix<br />5.Passion Pit-Manners<br /><br />Best Songs(in order):<br />1.Girls-Hellhole ratrace<br />2.Animal Collective-My Girls<br />3.Dirty Projectors-No Intention<br />4.Animal Collective-Brother Sport<br />5.The Raveonettes-Last Dance<br />6.The XX-Crystalized<br />7.Kurt Vile-Freeway<br />8.Animal Collective-Lion in a Coma<br />9.Shakira-She Wolf<br />10.Dirty Projectors-Useful Chamber<br />11.Passion Pit-Little Secrets<br />12.The Radio Dept-Messy Enough<br />13.The Yeah Yeah Yeahs-Zero<br />14.Why?-This Blackest Purse<br />15.Phoenix-Lisztomania<br />16.The Very Best-Warm Heart of Africa<br />17.Bat For Lashes-Daniel<br />18.Little Boots-Remedy<br />19.La Roux-Bulletproof<br />20.Miley Cyrus-Party in the USA<br />21.Bon Iver-Blood Bank<br />22.Taylor Swift-You belong to me(even though the album came out in 2008 it was a 2009 single)<br />23.Hockey-Song away<br />24.Grizzly Bear-Two Weeks<br />25.The XX-You've got the love(Florence and the Machine cover/remix)<br /><br />Best Film:<br />I still have a lot to see but Avatar was revolutionary cinema.<br /><br />Best TV shows(in order):<br />1.It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia<br />2.The Real World Brooklyn<br />3.Flight of The Conchords<br />4.Lost<br />5.the Ruins<br /><br />Best memories (in order):<br />1.The meteor shower with Erika. <br />2.The Balboa Park night<br />3.Partying with Mike and his neighbors<br />4.The 94.9 show with Jeanette<br />5.Driving Home from San Francisco on the Coast/getting lost in Monterey and Santa Cruz<br /><br />Overall it was a year of extreme highs and extreme lows for me.<br /><br />2010 goals:<br />1.Move out again<br />2.Finish school<br />3.Pay off my car<br />4.Oregon<br />5.Learn how to cook one meal from as many cultures as possible<br /><br />2010 is going to be a lot of work for me but it will pay off in 2011. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:187380 2009-11-20T01:17:23Z 2009-11-20T01:18:51Z I had a very unconventional nightmare last night. I dreamed I was glued to the ground at a zoo and someone was letting all the animals out to attack me. I was so scared I woke up shaking. Then, for reasons beyond me, Paranormal Activity popped into my mind, which only prolonged my attempt of falling back to sleep. It was a long night.<br /><br />I accidently pressed the button to login and livejournal prompted me with this message, "You are already logged in. Go have fun." Livejournal has always been the most caring and intimate social network to me. <br /><br />If social networks were people in my life, Livejournal would be that old childhood friend that knew everything about me even though we don't see each other as much anymore, Facebook would be the responsible, grounded and mature friend that may not be the most fun but would always encourage me to persue my career and education, Myspace would be that one wild and trashy friend that is totally scatterbrained and bizzare but a blast to go drinking with every once in awhile, and Twitter would be that one aquaintance that goes on and on about celebrities, the hills, dieting and other superficial things. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:187120 2009-11-05T00:47:11Z 2009-11-05T00:47:11Z My number 1 goal at the moment is to get out of San Diego. Unfortunately, this will probabally take 6 months to a year. I have been trying to use "The Secret" to obtain that goal financially but I feel very selfish everytime I focus on material items. Praying for money when you don't really need it always sounded so juvenille to me. However, I really want to be driving in my car to a new city of my choice with no financial obligations so I will be selfish for the time being. Car payments aren't helping. I really wished I lived in a city where cars were unnecessary. <br /><br />Enough whining. I had a lovely time at Sushi Deli with some co-workers today and have picked up my sampler again thanks to a new-old friend's direction. He is very experienced and very self-absorbed. But who isn't? <br /><br />Im thinking about moving to Oregon but not necessarally Portland. I love Oregon but I like the idea of living in a small town where everyone knows everyone and people make pies for each other and the only time that there is a conflict is at town meetings. If its anything like that I will be very happy. <br /><br />I used to think I wanted to live in a more busy city like New York but that sounds terrible now. At one point in my life, or maybe several points, I would like to live in a cabin in the woods for a couple of months with no technology just to connect to life and earth again. Walden style.<br /><br />I have become more cynical with age. I used to try to fight it but now I have just accepted it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:186398 2009-09-14T22:02:35Z 2009-09-14T22:02:35Z Today my hands our in your hands; Tomorrow they could be in anyones. We were glued to thrones in our living rooms like kings and queens of sloth. The rage was brewing. Happiness was playing hide and go seek with your spirit. She still hasn't found her under the basement with the broken toys and dead rodents. Mini breakdowns on top of kitchen sinks decorate this surburban tragedy. The population lay still in it's crib surrounded by the wallstreet wallpaper, under the doomsday mobile. "Have you checked the baby monitor my love?" In the office they burned their clothes but they were just given uniforms. In the prisons they prayed red handed and naked. "I'm thinking we should tailgate the apocolypse. After all I could really use a good buzz." Each of them created in silence a better version of themselves. They called them redemption dolls and only a few moved on their own. The chant was in unison but a few kept quiet with delayed cynacism. Yes they wore white robes but covered in paint as if to hide the supposed innocence in a child like way, similar to a child bashfully lying to his parents about the broken vase. Good and Evil played chess on eternities sunrise but they always ended in stalemate until one of them learned how to cheat. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:186210 2009-09-10T08:05:32Z 2009-09-10T08:05:32Z The truth is its killing me. <br /><br />2009 has had some pretty extreme lows for me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:186012 2009-08-24T23:44:06Z 2009-08-24T23:44:06Z I didnt need fairy tales until I met him<br />but gargoyles are just statues until you start believing in them<br />I slept on the rocks of his doubt and awoke on the feathers of his passion<br />Horror movies came naturally as we chased our insecurites with a bottle of fame and mailed ourselves back to modesty<br /><br />"Do you remember the year we were planes?" <br />"Planes always land or crash." He whispered. <br />"Yes but we were airbourne that year. We were unstoppable and contolled at the same time."<br /><br />That year the glue never stuck and second chances grew on trees next to the apples the snakes would never touch. The tigers roamed freely but never attacked until the magicians showed up. There were walls but always a door in the middle of them and we each had three hands.<br /><br />I didn't need fairy tales until I met him<br />but lately I've been studying them.<br /><br />Once upon a time two princes lived like planes, unstoppable and controlled at the same time. As I peek at the back of the fable to see the happy ending I get three words instead<br /><br />See Page One. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:185772 2009-08-24T22:49:50Z 2009-08-24T22:49:50Z Had a great time with my buddy Mike at Ob the other night. Met a lot of interesting people. However, I did not enjoy my friend Kim biting me in the cheek. She was very drunk and threw up in my other friends car later on in the evening. This one girl I met reminded me of artemis from its always sunny in philadelphia and penelope from snl combined. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:185593 2009-08-21T23:19:42Z 2009-08-21T23:32:10Z So last night I was supposed to meet up with a friend at a show in North Park but I couldnt get in. So instead of going straight home I wondered around university where I discovered an urban slam poetry jam taking place. I was so ecstatic because I have been wanting to see and possibly in the future participate in one. It was just like I had imagined intense emotional and gripping. I was too intimidated to perform but maybe next time. It was such a great surprise. <br /><br />I have been going through a lot of boyfriend and friend drama. Don't feel sorry for me though because most of it is my fault. <br /><br /><br />There are some big changes occuring in my life and Im anxious and grateful for them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:185273 2009-08-17T22:04:23Z 2009-08-17T22:04:23Z Dear Livejounal,<br /><br />I apologize for ditching you for facebook. You are my first and only true love and I will never leave you again. Facebook was just a fling but you my love are the real deal. Here's to 8 years baby! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:184931 2009-08-12T08:21:38Z 2009-08-12T08:21:38Z What a fun day. First I had a great time bonding with the fam. Then I had an exhilarating yet enduring walk from north park to hillcrest and back to north park. Finally I capped the night off with a lovely evening at Tiny's for Steph's going away shindig. It was very surreal running into old friends and I had a great time catching up. Now if only this insomnia would leave me be. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:184787 2009-07-21T12:21:53Z 2009-07-21T12:21:53Z Here we go again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:184374 2009-07-02T00:39:06Z 2009-07-02T00:39:06Z San Francisco was great. Lots of nudity, public drinking and fascinating people. It was pride weekend<br /><br />Im loving this trivia game night at bourbon st they give you free drinks and popcorn!!! Plus you feel smart for knowing completly useless information and the host is very charasmatic. I love it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:184074 2009-06-19T22:31:34Z 2009-06-19T22:31:34Z bought a car<br />saw eve 6 at the fair<br />got violated(almost sexually) from a friend's neighbor<br /><br />Next weekend I will be taking a road trip to San Francisco. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:183853 2009-06-02T01:08:39Z 2009-06-02T01:08:39Z I had a crazy night with Mary and her friend Daniel about a week ago. Perez Hilton was unfortunately involved. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:183761 2009-05-04T20:36:03Z 2009-05-04T20:36:03Z I had an interesting day at the zoo with my Aunt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:183525 2009-04-30T19:34:50Z 2009-04-30T19:34:50Z This has been one annoying week. First, I lost a significant amount of money at the casino. Then I was in a car accident. Im fine but my car is too dangerous to drive now. Also my phone isnt working and I got in trouble at work for a harmless joke. So annoying. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:183292 2009-04-17T02:42:13Z 2009-04-17T02:42:13Z My boyfriend is seeing Britney Spears tonight and I am insanely jealous. <br /><br />These financial sacrifices better pay off with a condo by the end of the year. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:182977 2009-04-09T03:26:05Z 2009-04-09T03:26:05Z Its been an interesting couple of weeks. I had an intense experience yesterday at the chevys parking lot in which my aunt had to pick me up. I will leave it that. Tuesday was pretty fun at solana beach with mary. "Im petting a seal" was the inside joke of the day. <br /><br />I also had a really good time at a house party on Saturday. It was only like 10 or 12 people and they were all people that i went to high school with but never really talked to. It was like a high school reunion with strangers. Anyways i laughed all night at stupid shit. Some good moments/quotes(which are really only for me) included <br /><br />-Jennifer Hudson and Erika<br />-Crab hands<br />-You just got jarydidid<br />-everyone yelling<br />-Jeff Sartain<br />-Krispy Kreme<br />-Bagel quesadilla<br />-christian songs<br />-people playing beer pong weird<br />-The mess at the bank<br /><br />I have become addicted to online chess and reading celebrity twitters urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:182395 2009-04-02T19:59:24Z 2009-04-02T19:59:24Z Im a lazy slob.<br /><br />The end urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:181774 2009-03-08T21:07:24Z 2009-03-08T21:07:24Z A lot is going on with me on march 10th. I will be <br />-visiting Los Angeles <br />-attending a cut copy show <br />-touring UCLA <br />-purchasing the new yeah yeah yeahs album and the films milk,rachel getting married and happy-go-lucky. <br /><br />I really need to start saving more money/finding a second job if I a going to buy a condo this year. <br /><br /><br />I'm probably going to be attending the better version of coachella, aka the sasquatch festival, in may this year. This definitely doesn't help my condo purchasing plans but the lineup is so good that it is practically irresistible. Plus there is stand-up. The following will be there<br /><br />tv on the radio<br />fleet foxes<br />nine inch nails<br />m83<br />black moth super rainbow<br />yeah yeah yeahs<br />passion pit<br />animal collective<br />demetri martin<br />crystal castles<br />zach galifianakis<br />of montreal<br />santogold<br />erykah badu<br />nick thune urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:181544 2009-03-02T00:04:55Z 2009-03-02T00:05:21Z You know what is awesome? Seeing Kristen wiig on flight of the conchords. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:181400 2009-02-21T00:06:14Z 2009-02-21T00:06:14Z I just walked home from work from sea world to shelter island with a pineapple upside down cake in my hand the whole time. The whole event took close to an hour. <br /><br />I feel like I should be awarded. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:181199 2009-02-16T20:46:30Z 2009-02-16T20:46:30Z Burgerlounge might be my new favorite place in san diego. <br />My horizontal life by chelsea handler might be my new favorite book.<br />Slumdog millionaire might be my new favorite theatrical film. <br />Milk might be my new favorite sentimental one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:180557 2009-01-14T23:56:51Z 2009-01-14T23:56:51Z Good times with andi yesterday. She's always great for an engaging conversation. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:volcanomasta:180461 2009-01-13T00:43:33Z 2009-01-13T00:43:33Z This week has been insane.&nbsp; I have been having insomnia and anxieties for a couple of days but I know things will get better.&nbsp; I did have a blast with David and Ariel at midnight bowling.&nbsp; Ariel is really exciting and brings the youth out of me. i can't wait to get to know her more. Last night was really fun with Mari. I'm glad she's back in my life.