how's about a sarsaparilla? (volcanomasta) wrote,
how's about a sarsaparilla?

Sorry its a long one

My number 1 goal at the moment is to get out of San Diego. Unfortunately, this will probabally take 6 months to a year. I have been trying to use "The Secret" to obtain that goal financially but I feel very selfish everytime I focus on material items. Praying for money when you don't really need it always sounded so juvenille to me. However, I really want to be driving in my car to a new city of my choice with no financial obligations so I will be selfish for the time being. Car payments aren't helping. I really wished I lived in a city where cars were unnecessary.

Enough whining. I had a lovely time at Sushi Deli with some co-workers today and have picked up my sampler again thanks to a new-old friend's direction. He is very experienced and very self-absorbed. But who isn't?

Im thinking about moving to Oregon but not necessarally Portland. I love Oregon but I like the idea of living in a small town where everyone knows everyone and people make pies for each other and the only time that there is a conflict is at town meetings. If its anything like that I will be very happy.

I used to think I wanted to live in a more busy city like New York but that sounds terrible now. At one point in my life, or maybe several points, I would like to live in a cabin in the woods for a couple of months with no technology just to connect to life and earth again. Walden style.

I have become more cynical with age. I used to try to fight it but now I have just accepted it.
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